4/20/11



Just wanted to tell peeps Im now below 100 kilos. 99.8. THATS JUST THE WAY IT IS!
4/14/11
Oh how I needed to sleep. Things going on in the family, and it kept me awake at night. But now I had like 10 hours with a few bathroom breaks, and I feel amazing. But I also feel I have that cold thats been luring about stepping out in the open. Not nice!

Yesterday, me and Liam once again discussed if we are gonna go see Iron Maiden perform in the O2 arena in London in August. I always wanted to see them, Liam has seen them a million times, and now when we booked some more tickets its clear we will be there the right dates, it feels like we should go for it! Been looking into hotels as I know theres a nice one very close to the arena, but Ill have to talk to my sexy man about it all.



And Im glad to announce I havent weighed as little as I do now in a very very very long time. Success!
4/13/11
Will be back when I dont long for the bed all the time.


And Happy Birthday Liam. Love you!
4/10/11
And its a sunny day! Made for walking, but no one ever wants to come along? I really dont get it!

I fell asleep on Skype last night so poor Liam was left AGAIN, I dont even know how many times that has happened now. Buuuut, I was a bit drunk and a bit tired, good combo for sleeping!

Ive been drinking way too much wine lately, but this morning when I woke up I felt, 'hmm pretty done with that for a while now' so Im guessing thats good! I was at my close friend Wals and talked about men, sex and other womenly gossip topics. Was a great night <3



So this morning, after dinner and dessert at my grandma, and even a cookie, and then dinner, wine and lots of crisps at Wals, I stood up on the scales, just to see what I had to deal with. And so far, so good. Same, same, so now I just have to get back on the right track for the rest of the week. 99.9, Im coming for you!
4/9/11
Now I cant get it to work in my blog. But trust me when I say, this is worth 3 minutes of your time.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQY4dIxY1H4

Enjoy...
4/8/11

Pic borrowed from http://minkampmotvagen.blogg.se


First Friday. First serious weigh-in. Add today me and my new best friend are getting along better than ever. Minus 4.4 kilos in a week (0.6928813954392 stone! :P Ooooor 9.7 pound). That brings me to a total weight of 102.3 kilos, which is about 16 stone. Not too bad I think!
4/7/11

Tomorrow its one week since I got some scales, and also one week since I really decided to do something about this weight. Well, Ive done that about a million times. But its so good to see results on the scales quickly what happens if I just decide NOT to eat that or that.

So here Im sitting with my carrot waiting for my coffee to get done. Had a sneak weigh-in this morning and its looking good. I can reveal that my first goal with this is to end up below the 100 kilo line before easter. 2 weeks... Will I make it? I sure hope so!!
4/5/11
We started to discuss if we should go somewhere for a few days during our summer holiday. I havent travelled much at all, Liam has travelled quite a lot, but we havent been anywhere together. We are discussing European cities and Ive been looking around for a bit.


Picture taken from http://www.ulfaipel.se

Berlin does seem like a nice option, Ive never been to Germany and neither has Liam. But if we are thinking of spending a few nights it must be a city with a lot to offer. I was also checking Prague and Warsaw and they both seem like interesting choices. Dont know much about any of them in all honesty.

Last year I went on a cruise for 5 days with work. There is actually a cruise from Stockholm to Estonia, to St Petersburg and back, that is during the right dates. Decisions decisions...

Royal Caribbeans Vision of the seas.

4/4/11
Something fantastically amazing is happening this weekend! I HAVE THE WEEKEND OFF! Its been ages since Ive had a weekend off and havent been travelling or been ill. So Im prolly gonna get ill as hell but right now, Im gonna be happy NOW anyway!!

So, weekend is a sneak start on Thursday, but it will be spent doing important stuff, like laundry, but once again, Im happy, cause I got the best hours, 12-17! Almost never managed that one and the 7-12 one makes me wanna shoot myself in both feet. Twice.

Other than that, the week is just work and work, tomorrow and Wednesday both school work and normal work. My roomie T is going away for the weekend with a few friends so Ive got the house to myself again.

Ha, a funny thing just happened btw. I made the bed and hoped the cat wouldnt find the urge to pee in it. Went to do some things, came back, bed wet, but not smelly. Hmmm? Fogured he had been here with unsmelly pee. Til I remembered I sprayed it with some air refreshener so he didnt want to go there. Yey, bad memory?
4/3/11
Another morning has broken, another sunday is here. Some nice slow music, some porridge with cinnamon and some green tea. Now, once again it sounds like something anyone would hate, but I like it.

I have to say green tea takes some getting used to but once youre used to it, its great. It amazes me that everyone in England drinks so much tea, but only the same kind of tea, all the time.

Sneaked up on the scales just for fun this morning, and was pleasantly shocked. Hope its actually true and not just some random weightloss this morning ;)


Picture from ikea.se

The scales I bought, its quite hilarious. Its hows the weight, and the time. Now why would I need to know the time while Im standing there? And furthermore, my feet are in the way?? Also, clock and scales use different batteries and Im cheap, so no way!
4/2/11
Yesterday I bought my first scales ever. Now, one could think I never had one cause I dont wanna know, but Ive just never got around to buy one. Now I did, and yesterday I took the first step on it.

106.7 kilos, 16.8 stones. 2 kilos more than expected, but a lot less than what it could have been after having such a down period as Ive had the past few months.

Theres a challenge going on among a group of friends, called -10 kilos or else. I dont know if its as much of a challenge as a support group, but the goal is to lose 10 kilos before the 1st of August.



One would also think the picture Im posting here is cause of this challenge. Not really, porridge is tasty, cheap and ALSO healthy. I dont add any sugar, some salt, some cinnamon and sometimes an apple. Makes my tummy happy!
4/1/11
My blog just went back from the dead, arent we all happy!

A few differences to before. A few animals less, a lot of experience richer and more fab than ever!
7/26/10
Im in a book reading state of mind again. I havent really found anything half as addicting as the Twilight saga, but there has been a few good ones.



I read the Millenium Trilogy by Stieg Larsson. I recommend it warmly, I also wacthed the three movies and the ending trial is fabulous. But I would recommend anyone to read the books, the movies arent anywhere close to as good.



I read this book, Nån sorts frid, when I was flying to and back from Liam last time. Its a psychological criminal novel, I found it very slow at first, but late on I found myself trying to figure out who the killer was. Not any super book, but I got it for free so worth the money anyway ;)

Right now, last night actually, I started reading Mötley Crue - The dirt.


Only read a couple of pages so far, so who lives will know if its good or not :)
7/15/10
Ive just been too busy and too tired to write anything remotely interesting in here. But today I have a day off and its absolutely lovely. I thought I would sleep long and just slack, but its not even one yet, and Ive been out in Mörarp, been at Väla having ice cream and halfway around town.

But its not all that bad. It rained a bit so it cooled down for about five minutes before it got bloody hot again. The flat is impossible to chill in, but me and Mine are now sitting in my bed with a fan and open window. The coolest spot in the flat atm. Might only be 30 degrees here or whatever...
7/6/10


I know its not healthy. But its so bloody warm I dont care. Good morning, Coca Cola.
7/1/10
Its Thursday, and its my day off for the week. Just got home after a quick little shopping, toilet paper, hairdye and coffee, woohooo!

On Tuesday, I went to watch the Twilight marathon with Julia. And all I have to say is MMMMMMMMMMMMMM, it was lovely! As I knew it would be! Now it feels like I will wait forever for Breaking Dawn pt 1 and 2...

Other than that, not much is up. In a week im off to my heart again, first spending a night at a hotel (looking forward to the sauna and jacuzzi baby <3) and then nothing planned. But anything is perfect when your with the one you love, isnt that so? :) Following, its a few lines from a song called Anywhere is paradise with a Swedish singer called Stefan Andersson. The youtube clip underneath is the whole song if anyone is interested.

Cause anywhere is paradise when you're with the one you love,
Anywhere is a place that's nice when you're with the one you dream of,
Anywhere is paradise when you're with a love that's true
There's nowhere I'd rather be baby than anywhere with you





Im off to my dads in an hour or so, always nice to go out to the countryside and slack :)

6/29/10
Tears are running from my eyes as Im writing this. I dont know if it is too honest, but right now I need somewhere to ventilate. I guess this little blog will do the job if I need it to.

Ive never felt this way about anyone. Im completely filled with happiness. Thinking of him, seeing his face behind my closed eyelids, his beautiful smile, the most perfect eyes... It fills me with a warm feeling and almost takes my breath away. My heart stings every time I think of him, cause I miss him.

Love comes in many different kinda throughout life. It will hurt you, it will heal you. It will have you spending many sleepless nights, thinking of it.

Why?

How?

When?

Why...

I love Liam. With all my heart. This blogpost is meant for you.

I hope with all my heart and everything I am that you will feel the same for me as I feel for you.

I hope that I will wake up one morning, with you next to me.

Look into your eyes, and know youre thinking the same as I am.

Take your hand, squeeze it tightly.

Cuddle up in your arms.

And lie there.

Knowing Im yours.

Knowing youre mine.

I love you.


6/27/10
Someone got murdered. Someone that lived right across my kitchen window. Someone Ive seen every day for ages. Its weird how things can change so fast.

One day youre there, the next youre gone, Why did he end up getting killed? Who knows.

But he did, and Im very uncomfortable. It feels weird to lay here in bed. Knowing someone 50 meters away fought for his life only a few hours ago. Weird...
6/25/10
Today its the Swedish holiday Midsummers. One of the few we dont celebrate cause of our christian religion. On the other hand, in Sweden its all about getting drunk anyway, but I guess it works better when its a non-religious holiday. And when I think of it, it is prolly religious from the beginning. But its not christian. That was kinda the point I was trying to make.

Myself, I will be working all weekend. Its good to earn the extra money! I wanna go and do someting nice with my baby once hes here, cause when Im there hes working for the most part.

But dont get me wrong, things are like they are, and I really cant think of anything much better than to sleep together with my baby every night, cuddle him crazy when he goes to work and cuddle him crazy when he comes home in the evening.



Today its two weeks til Im off to Liam for the weekend. I had the brilliant idea we should book a room at the Hilton by Stansted for the first night. Some privacy, and their relaxation area is very very nice! I really really cant wait. Ill be arriving around six in the evening, and Ill go and check in and wait for my better half. Then I wont let go of him if I dont have to!