About Me
9:52 PM
5/9/10
I am a person that usually talks a lot. A lot. I dont always have something important or brilliant to say, I just dont seem to be able to keep my mouth shut. It must be a flaw in my brain somewhere.
It has its good and bad sides. It gets me in trouble, just a week ago I ended up with a scary guy on a plane cause I was bored and didnt have anyone else to talk to. This guy made sure to create a facebook account and find me there. Normal? Dooooont think so. Anyway, if I would have kept my mouth shut, it wouldnt have happened.
In school Ive always been active and talked a lot. Every mid-semester talk with parents, 'shes brilliant, but she doesnt ever stop talking'. I should prolly think of a radio career. But then again, I also have a terrible voice, so no one would like to listen anyway.
There are a few moments when Im quiet though. Being tired is one. And then I dont mean superdupertired, cause I talk in my sleep if I am. But just a good level of tiredness, and Im all quiet. When Im really angry or sad I can also go all quiet. People that know me quite good usually manage to notice when Im upset over something even if I didnt say anything about it.
There is one major thing bothering me right now. I think its making me more quiet generally. Not that anyone but me notices, no one commented on it so far. There are just these small things that never ever leave the mind for a second, even if one isnt actively thinking about it. Its just back there, soaking its way in til it finds a way to reach the active mind again. Im thinking about it right now. And then I get sad and angry, so I hope it goes back to its little hiding place. Fast. Now. Go!
It has its good and bad sides. It gets me in trouble, just a week ago I ended up with a scary guy on a plane cause I was bored and didnt have anyone else to talk to. This guy made sure to create a facebook account and find me there. Normal? Dooooont think so. Anyway, if I would have kept my mouth shut, it wouldnt have happened.
In school Ive always been active and talked a lot. Every mid-semester talk with parents, 'shes brilliant, but she doesnt ever stop talking'. I should prolly think of a radio career. But then again, I also have a terrible voice, so no one would like to listen anyway.
There are a few moments when Im quiet though. Being tired is one. And then I dont mean superdupertired, cause I talk in my sleep if I am. But just a good level of tiredness, and Im all quiet. When Im really angry or sad I can also go all quiet. People that know me quite good usually manage to notice when Im upset over something even if I didnt say anything about it.
There is one major thing bothering me right now. I think its making me more quiet generally. Not that anyone but me notices, no one commented on it so far. There are just these small things that never ever leave the mind for a second, even if one isnt actively thinking about it. Its just back there, soaking its way in til it finds a way to reach the active mind again. Im thinking about it right now. And then I get sad and angry, so I hope it goes back to its little hiding place. Fast. Now. Go!
5/6/10
Its quite scary the effect music has on me, and Im sure on others. I was just feeling slightly worked up, I have a lot on my mind and it doesnt seem to matter what I do, it doesnt change. But then again, as I was telling Liam last night when we were talking, I am at peace with whats troubling me, but Im awaiting a certain red week and everything turns upside down.
But, back to the song.I dont know how many of you know who Juanes is, but he seemed to have saved my day right now. But dear lord what have I done to my speakers, it doesnt matter what I do, the bass is way too loud? Ah well. Aaaaanyway, Juanes has a song called Para tu amor, and it is absolutely beautiful and so relaxing. For thos of you with spotify, Id recommend you to click this http://open.spotify.com/track/7MRNLnUBeHO30nVMWe8c7U .
So now Im just sitting here listening to Juanes. Thinking about all the really good music I have just a few clicks away. But nah. This is perfect for now.
Its three weeks til I go to see Liam again. Spent a few fantastic days there last weekend, saw his friends and family and enjoyed the good weather. Ok. One day of good weather. And ok. It ended in loads of rain, but luckily we chose the right table to sit at. Never let a man drinking cider decide which table is the better one. Just a big tip.
And when I sit here, with my raspberry smoothie, Para tu amor, thinking of the weekend, it all comes over me. Im really not that bad off after all. Not really. Its all just pms.
And to come back with an update on the previous post. People who read it arent the ones that should have. But for those who did and commented, I do appreciate you took your time :)
Its nice to be important, but its more important to be nice.
But, back to the song.I dont know how many of you know who Juanes is, but he seemed to have saved my day right now. But dear lord what have I done to my speakers, it doesnt matter what I do, the bass is way too loud? Ah well. Aaaaanyway, Juanes has a song called Para tu amor, and it is absolutely beautiful and so relaxing. For thos of you with spotify, Id recommend you to click this http://open.spotify.com/track/7MRNLnUBeHO30nVMWe8c7U .
So now Im just sitting here listening to Juanes. Thinking about all the really good music I have just a few clicks away. But nah. This is perfect for now.
Its three weeks til I go to see Liam again. Spent a few fantastic days there last weekend, saw his friends and family and enjoyed the good weather. Ok. One day of good weather. And ok. It ended in loads of rain, but luckily we chose the right table to sit at. Never let a man drinking cider decide which table is the better one. Just a big tip.
And when I sit here, with my raspberry smoothie, Para tu amor, thinking of the weekend, it all comes over me. Im really not that bad off after all. Not really. Its all just pms.
And to come back with an update on the previous post. People who read it arent the ones that should have. But for those who did and commented, I do appreciate you took your time :)
Its nice to be important, but its more important to be nice.
4/20/10
Im not in a good mood. I can feel it the whole time, the worrying, burning feeling in the heart area. The big knot in the tummy. The empty mind. Knowing my mind is totally occupied subconciously with worrying. Every now and then it comes back to tell me whats wrong, and lets me think about it. The it goes back to the subconcious.
And left is me. Worried. Sad. Prolly a very very very boring person to be around right now.
I dont know why it makes me so sad. Yeah, I might not be able to go see Liam. Its not the end of the world. The volcano will calm down (BUT WHEN??). And theres still time. But baby, Im the worrying kind. It doesnt matter what people say, it doesnt help. Let me be worried and sad.
Now, something that makes me sad is the idiotic jokes 'friends' are making about it. I really cant believe how some of you guys have treated me the last few days. A friend of yours is sad, worrying, crying, cant sleep. No not all due to the volcano, but thats what its focused at. And you have been making fun of me. Fun of my feelings. Fun of the fact I cant go see the person I love. Do you realise how much you have hurt me? I never thought anyone could be so heartless. I told you I didnt find it fun and you still continued.
Yes, I have been very hurt, and I still dont know what to think about it. BUt just so you know, I wouldnt ever make any sngle joke to anyone thats so sad over something. Its just not ok. Im really disappointed. Friends are supposed to be there for when times are rough, no matter reason. When did it get ok to mock the weak and sad? Just cause something isnt bothering you doesnt mean it is the same for me.
So, without further notice, if I dont reply to you on facebook or msn, there are two reasons;
1. I dont feel like it, dont know what to reply, or just havent seen it or had the time.
2. You are a fucking idiot who made fun of my feelings and I really dont want to talk to you.
Its up to each and every one of you to guess which one you belong to.
And left is me. Worried. Sad. Prolly a very very very boring person to be around right now.
I dont know why it makes me so sad. Yeah, I might not be able to go see Liam. Its not the end of the world. The volcano will calm down (BUT WHEN??). And theres still time. But baby, Im the worrying kind. It doesnt matter what people say, it doesnt help. Let me be worried and sad.
Now, something that makes me sad is the idiotic jokes 'friends' are making about it. I really cant believe how some of you guys have treated me the last few days. A friend of yours is sad, worrying, crying, cant sleep. No not all due to the volcano, but thats what its focused at. And you have been making fun of me. Fun of my feelings. Fun of the fact I cant go see the person I love. Do you realise how much you have hurt me? I never thought anyone could be so heartless. I told you I didnt find it fun and you still continued.
Yes, I have been very hurt, and I still dont know what to think about it. BUt just so you know, I wouldnt ever make any sngle joke to anyone thats so sad over something. Its just not ok. Im really disappointed. Friends are supposed to be there for when times are rough, no matter reason. When did it get ok to mock the weak and sad? Just cause something isnt bothering you doesnt mean it is the same for me.
So, without further notice, if I dont reply to you on facebook or msn, there are two reasons;
1. I dont feel like it, dont know what to reply, or just havent seen it or had the time.
2. You are a fucking idiot who made fun of my feelings and I really dont want to talk to you.
Its up to each and every one of you to guess which one you belong to.
4/10/10
It has been some time since I had anything to write here. Or more like the time to write. I have had my Liam over for a visit, and I have to say, I think I might have the best boyfriend in the world. He really makes me happy, and Im so glad I make him happy too.
Unfortunately he got ill on the day of his departure back home, but we bought a ticket for yesterday instead, so now hes safe in his own bed. Wish he was safe here in mine :)
The sun is shining in through my window and soon Im going to work. Think this will be a great day!
Unfortunately he got ill on the day of his departure back home, but we bought a ticket for yesterday instead, so now hes safe in his own bed. Wish he was safe here in mine :)
The sun is shining in through my window and soon Im going to work. Think this will be a great day!
4/3/10
The man of your dreams, whats he like?
Hehe, its always nice to think there is that one certain type of guy that is mr Perfect. In reality I guess one can only wish for some stuff. But ok, here goes. Tall, not blonde, not skinny. One that makes me laugh. :)
Which are your secret talents?
I dont know if its a talent, but Im extremely talkative. Im also an extremely quick reader, Im great at cooking and baking and Im great with animals? And pewpew.
Do you snore?
I want to say no, but sometimes I wake myself snoring, so that would be a major lie.
The most disgusting animal you could meet is?
SPIDER!
If you could change clothes and style with someone famous, who would it be?
I dont know really. Someone with a casual but yet classy look?
Your computer desktop has a picture of?
My boyfriend. And he put it there himself. I used to have Edward and Bella...
What are you doing tomorrow?
Spending the day with Liam :D
How many children do you want?
None.
Snacks, carrots or candy?
I am THE snack addict. I absolutely love the crispy fat... :(
Do you believe in miracles?
I dont really, but some things are too good to be explaine in any other way...
Hehe, its always nice to think there is that one certain type of guy that is mr Perfect. In reality I guess one can only wish for some stuff. But ok, here goes. Tall, not blonde, not skinny. One that makes me laugh. :)
Which are your secret talents?
I dont know if its a talent, but Im extremely talkative. Im also an extremely quick reader, Im great at cooking and baking and Im great with animals? And pewpew.
Do you snore?
I want to say no, but sometimes I wake myself snoring, so that would be a major lie.
The most disgusting animal you could meet is?
SPIDER!
If you could change clothes and style with someone famous, who would it be?
I dont know really. Someone with a casual but yet classy look?
Your computer desktop has a picture of?
My boyfriend. And he put it there himself. I used to have Edward and Bella...
What are you doing tomorrow?
Spending the day with Liam :D
How many children do you want?
None.
Snacks, carrots or candy?
I am THE snack addict. I absolutely love the crispy fat... :(
Do you believe in miracles?
I dont really, but some things are too good to be explaine in any other way...
4/1/10
Or maybe I should say bitches?
Today its... ehm... Ok ill just do all this in wannabe-English = Ill translate it wildly to english from Swedish.
Today its Cutting Thursday and all witches are going away to Bluehill. I could think of a few that could go away and not come back and I wouldnt even bother much at all!
But being Cutting day, and the fact that thursdays dont count, it means Liam is coming here tomorrow! /happiiii
Today its... ehm... Ok ill just do all this in wannabe-English = Ill translate it wildly to english from Swedish.
Today its Cutting Thursday and all witches are going away to Bluehill. I could think of a few that could go away and not come back and I wouldnt even bother much at all!
But being Cutting day, and the fact that thursdays dont count, it means Liam is coming here tomorrow! /happiiii
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