About Me
6/29/10
1:08 AM
Tears are running from my eyes as Im writing this. I dont know if it is too honest, but right now I need somewhere to ventilate. I guess this little blog will do the job if I need it to.
Ive never felt this way about anyone. Im completely filled with happiness. Thinking of him, seeing his face behind my closed eyelids, his beautiful smile, the most perfect eyes... It fills me with a warm feeling and almost takes my breath away. My heart stings every time I think of him, cause I miss him.
Love comes in many different kinda throughout life. It will hurt you, it will heal you. It will have you spending many sleepless nights, thinking of it.
Why?
How?
When?
Why...
I love Liam. With all my heart. This blogpost is meant for you.
I hope with all my heart and everything I am that you will feel the same for me as I feel for you.
I hope that I will wake up one morning, with you next to me.
Look into your eyes, and know youre thinking the same as I am.
Take your hand, squeeze it tightly.
Cuddle up in your arms.
And lie there.
Knowing Im yours.
Knowing youre mine.
I love you.
Ive never felt this way about anyone. Im completely filled with happiness. Thinking of him, seeing his face behind my closed eyelids, his beautiful smile, the most perfect eyes... It fills me with a warm feeling and almost takes my breath away. My heart stings every time I think of him, cause I miss him.
Love comes in many different kinda throughout life. It will hurt you, it will heal you. It will have you spending many sleepless nights, thinking of it.
Why?
How?
When?
Why...
I love Liam. With all my heart. This blogpost is meant for you.
I hope with all my heart and everything I am that you will feel the same for me as I feel for you.
I hope that I will wake up one morning, with you next to me.
Look into your eyes, and know youre thinking the same as I am.
Take your hand, squeeze it tightly.
Cuddle up in your arms.
And lie there.
Knowing Im yours.
Knowing youre mine.
I love you.
6/27/10
Someone got murdered. Someone that lived right across my kitchen window. Someone Ive seen every day for ages. Its weird how things can change so fast.
One day youre there, the next youre gone, Why did he end up getting killed? Who knows.
But he did, and Im very uncomfortable. It feels weird to lay here in bed. Knowing someone 50 meters away fought for his life only a few hours ago. Weird...
One day youre there, the next youre gone, Why did he end up getting killed? Who knows.
But he did, and Im very uncomfortable. It feels weird to lay here in bed. Knowing someone 50 meters away fought for his life only a few hours ago. Weird...
6/25/10
Today its the Swedish holiday Midsummers. One of the few we dont celebrate cause of our christian religion. On the other hand, in Sweden its all about getting drunk anyway, but I guess it works better when its a non-religious holiday. And when I think of it, it is prolly religious from the beginning. But its not christian. That was kinda the point I was trying to make.
Myself, I will be working all weekend. Its good to earn the extra money! I wanna go and do someting nice with my baby once hes here, cause when Im there hes working for the most part.
But dont get me wrong, things are like they are, and I really cant think of anything much better than to sleep together with my baby every night, cuddle him crazy when he goes to work and cuddle him crazy when he comes home in the evening.
Today its two weeks til Im off to Liam for the weekend. I had the brilliant idea we should book a room at the Hilton by Stansted for the first night. Some privacy, and their relaxation area is very very nice! I really really cant wait. Ill be arriving around six in the evening, and Ill go and check in and wait for my better half. Then I wont let go of him if I dont have to!
Myself, I will be working all weekend. Its good to earn the extra money! I wanna go and do someting nice with my baby once hes here, cause when Im there hes working for the most part.
But dont get me wrong, things are like they are, and I really cant think of anything much better than to sleep together with my baby every night, cuddle him crazy when he goes to work and cuddle him crazy when he comes home in the evening.
Today its two weeks til Im off to Liam for the weekend. I had the brilliant idea we should book a room at the Hilton by Stansted for the first night. Some privacy, and their relaxation area is very very nice! I really really cant wait. Ill be arriving around six in the evening, and Ill go and check in and wait for my better half. Then I wont let go of him if I dont have to!
No dreams about phones all night, instead I dreamt about raids. But it was fine. It actually motivated me to sign for a raid again. :)
I have the whole day off and Im not tired. I really should try to do something. I was thinking going down to a sportsbar and watch the England game and have a beer or two. Just have to see if anyone is up for it :)
Toodles!
I have the whole day off and Im not tired. I really should try to do something. I was thinking going down to a sportsbar and watch the England game and have a beer or two. Just have to see if anyone is up for it :)
Toodles!
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