About Me
3/27/10
10:52 AM
There are a lot of people out there Im very impressed of. They have something I dont have and prolly wont ever have (again). They are experts at keeping up the façade.
I couldnt possibly get out of bed every morning and spend all that time looking a certain way, just cause I HAVE to. Dont get me wrong, I wear makeu maybe half of the days, its all down to how tired I am etc. Lately Ive been very tired (but finally the sun is back! OK, not right now, its raining but spring, yey!) and the resulyt of that is brush hair, brush teeth, walk out the door. No makeup, no hairspray, no nothing. And sometimes I feel so bad cause of it. But why? Why should one feel bad for NOT always looking her/his best?
I look a lot etter with makeup, but thats the whole point of wearing it isnt it? But, I dont have to have makeup to go out the door. Must be hard to be one of the people who really HAVE TO HAVE MAKEUP.
With looking perfect comes the economy thing. It must cost a fortune to always have the latest clothes, the latest bag, do the latest thing and have all those lattes out on town and party every week...
Then theres that other façade. That everything in life is just great and even if it isnt, deal with it with a smile. This is something I tried for a very long time. That is the best way to forgetting who you are and dealing with what you feel for real. Yet, its not accepted to break down in todays society. Its not ok to have a down period, its not ok to wanna curl up in bed and eat ice cream for a weekend.
The idea of being perfect. Its a very hard role to fill. God knows we all try every now and then. But I dont think theres anyone that succeeded. You can have a perfect evening, a perfect experience, a perfect kiss. But I hardly doubt one can be totally perfect always, at all times.
So, Im very impressed by all these people who keep pretending everything in their life is peachy. No, Im not being negative at all. Im not saying we all have something bad, Im just saying theres no such thing as a perfect life. Theres always something behind the façade.
I couldnt possibly get out of bed every morning and spend all that time looking a certain way, just cause I HAVE to. Dont get me wrong, I wear makeu maybe half of the days, its all down to how tired I am etc. Lately Ive been very tired (but finally the sun is back! OK, not right now, its raining but spring, yey!) and the resulyt of that is brush hair, brush teeth, walk out the door. No makeup, no hairspray, no nothing. And sometimes I feel so bad cause of it. But why? Why should one feel bad for NOT always looking her/his best?
I look a lot etter with makeup, but thats the whole point of wearing it isnt it? But, I dont have to have makeup to go out the door. Must be hard to be one of the people who really HAVE TO HAVE MAKEUP.
With looking perfect comes the economy thing. It must cost a fortune to always have the latest clothes, the latest bag, do the latest thing and have all those lattes out on town and party every week...
Then theres that other façade. That everything in life is just great and even if it isnt, deal with it with a smile. This is something I tried for a very long time. That is the best way to forgetting who you are and dealing with what you feel for real. Yet, its not accepted to break down in todays society. Its not ok to have a down period, its not ok to wanna curl up in bed and eat ice cream for a weekend.
The idea of being perfect. Its a very hard role to fill. God knows we all try every now and then. But I dont think theres anyone that succeeded. You can have a perfect evening, a perfect experience, a perfect kiss. But I hardly doubt one can be totally perfect always, at all times.
So, Im very impressed by all these people who keep pretending everything in their life is peachy. No, Im not being negative at all. Im not saying we all have something bad, Im just saying theres no such thing as a perfect life. Theres always something behind the façade.
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2 comments:
Jag bär nästan aldrig smink. Tycker inte det spelar någon roll att jag ser mitt bästa ut när jag går ut genom dörren till vardags. Folk får ta mig som jag är. Sen blir man ju snyggare när man väl vill sminka sig och klä upp sig vid vissa tillfällen om man inte sminkar sig varje dag. (:
Jag älskar att sminka mig.
Jag gillar också när andra sminkar sig, snyggt. Det ser fräscht och fint ut.
Men du ser fräsch ut.
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